hmm

if you are reading this, put the computer down and get me a sandwich

wow.

finally she's getting married. Wish you well, will just use this torch for setting fire to someone, I guess....

bits and bobs

Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa was supposed to be the 'new benchmark' (Lisa Surihani) in Malaysian filmaking. But instead it flopped on many counts.....

-why is the protagonist speaking such flat dialogue in several languages? Such an Alpha male should be smooth and have elocution, not sound like a tourist reading a phrasebook...

-We have a love story between prince and princess....who promptly disappear before we get to know them. And Marcus shouldn't call Horatio by his English name Horace- it's just wrong.

-I know it's a mythical account of Kedah/Langkasuka's history but why on Earth would the Han Emperor send a princess and not one of his own princes? Out of chracter for an entire era.

-We have very Chinese characters on one side...who don't speak Chinese, and instead use very thick accented Malaysian English with each other. It just hurts my ears.Most viewers won't notice Malaysian accented Putonghua (Mandarin) but most will notice Manglish.

-Our hero is quite helpless for most of the movie.

-some blatant ripoffs from Pirates of the Caribbean, down to the little Jentayu (NOT a seaworthy vessel), the kampung warriors

-an Archimedes Death Ray....? dear physicsts, does it even work that way...?

-"Parut"..... in Brunei that means something else, you know :{P

Exam time

wow FR was easier than I thought....

Nothing.

I feel so empty. No one wants me anywhere, to do anything. No one wants me to even speak, or breathe. There is no light at the end of the tunnel, for I am in a well that is being cemented over. I do not want to live.

oh my nose!

there are two scabs in my nose. Oh dear lord!

Full Moon

I just love the giant full moon tonight. Makes me think of love, makes me think of epic romances. Not going to sigh so much, but hey- it takes my breath away, La Luna~

No longer

It is very, very simple. I ask for some decent suggestions, all I get is plagarized nonsense, repeated text messages of nonsense, penyeluru nonsense. It would be better to say "no ideas" or "I got nothing" or even "sorry". And then you go calling me an ungrateful sod. Please don't use the word if you've never set foot in the UK. I did not ask to be annoyed, peppered with stupid suggestions.

This is a continuing trend with you. No more. You are no longer my friend and I am no longer your friend. it was a total waste of time and effort.

"I am not your doormat" -funny Kye, you seem to be everyone else's.

Where have I been?

I haven't been blogging for a while, not that anyone really *reads* this blog to care, but I still have to explain myself once in a while. Being at work really takes up a lot of time and I'm not currently blessed with Internet at work (barring phone facebook of course). Even after that I'm usually jogging or watching a movie or just chillaxing.

It's been what, two months! that's too long even for a non serial blogger...I don't even know when to start!


This was me on Thursday in Ward 21 of RIPAS hospital.... damn you gastroentritis!!! Almost missed...

FASS NITE!
The pictures are on my facebook- tag yourself !

I was glad that everything went well and everyone enjoyed themselves. Everyone clearly worked hard but also had a lot of fun. The lecturers were great and a lot of fun! Somehow I ended up being the semi official photographer- hope everyone is pleased with the pics! And no complaints about the flash- without it you might as well wear a ninja mask!

Well done to everyone -Zul, Mun, AJ, Yuzzey, Efna, Diyana, Lisa and the rest of BPMFASS! From start to finish, practically flawless.

I sincerely hope this isn't the last we see of each other... I don't want to hang around 40 year old career people all the time!

-hoping to blog more, Phantom "on MC" S

listening to :- Opeth- Burden

the week in pictures

Tagged by Yuz

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

* Knew him through Ajmal ,who always called him 'Sop'

* Likes to listen to krumping music

* The calmest man in Brunei- hooked him up to the OGDC brain wave
machine and his graph was flatter than a pancake!

* He practices Tae Kwon Do

*never seen without his glasses

* He changes his Facebook status very often

* Loves McDs

* Promised to blog only on the weekends

* His catchphrase with me is 'CHICKENWINGS'

* Prefers the Primera Liga to the English Premiership

The person who get tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

* I have, want and need friends and am hurt by rejection

* I'm 26 but haven't changed since I was 16.

* I like to eat out a lot

* I don't seem to make funny jokes

* I dream of being self-employed

*I like to play video games but not with people

* I play electric guitar

* My favorite imaginary weapon is the lightsaber

* I hang up on emotional things for months or even years.

* I want to lose weight but Brunei seems to refuse , even the weather hates me.

You need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

* Azhan

* Amin

*Izati

* Katie

* Nisa
*Arina
*Ani (handbag guru)
*Sakinah
*Abu (DBC)
*Kak Chan

Bonne Annie' La Cine

GONG XI FA CAAAAAAAAI

Year Of The Ox

It's DARK!

I can barely see anything between Kiulap and Gadong :ohnoes:!

ah camera is on it's way. That's it!

Noie Yahren 2009 Parte1

It's already 2009? damn , I need to go back to work sleep!

The year started nicely enough, with a trip to JP with the geng - it ain't about fireworks, it ain't about the parties, it's about who you're spending it with. I spent many New Year's Eves asleep because I couldn't just be bothered with celebrating it, especially when overexcited people would try to burst in and go HAPPY NEW YEAR when really they were only being happy for themselves.

Going back to work is a drag for anyone, but with a new office, plenty of new opportunities to escape work outside, the future is still dark, but there is a big ol' torchlight in the backpack now.

my new office- cosy isn't it?

( I also have a new phone! I don't have to post pictures of it- just google "Sony Ericsson c905" :P)

The start of the year dragged on as it always does- everyone on leave, no one actually going anywhere. My mind cast itself back to 2008, such a fun year. The calendar in front of me however said 2009,2009,2009 and I just sighed. One fun way to pass the time, however is to read novels by authors you never bothered to read or had forgotten. For me, that author was Mario Puzo and the books were (of course) the Godfather, The Sicilian and his final book Omertà. Incredibly engrossing reading, so much so that I managed to finish all three in two weeks. I haven't even watched the Godfather movies in full yet!

Me after reading what Luca Brasi did to Capone's triggermen*

Another reminder of 2008 came up when the results for the final exams of 2008 came out, quite late , if experience tells us anything. Naturally I hopped out of my office window, slid down the pipe, bounced off someone's Landcruiser and straight into my car the moment the SMS came to me. There's always a crowd but you always look for people you know- in this case Yuzzey, Arina, AJ, Arif and Amin. There was this one mad rush at one point when an exam sheet got ripped off the board but otherwise there were more people gossiping or texting rather than looking at the very small result text....

I wanted to post a real photo here but it never wanted to load.
So enjoy the kangaroo.

I do however have to announce some resolutions for this year which have to be fulfilled in some shape or form but not in any order.

-lose enough weight to regain the 60% or my wardrobe that doesn't fit.

-ensure all emotional boundaries are made secure and well defined. A fence is not for sitting on.

-Carry out threats as promised.

-Actually manage to remember and play a whole song.

-writing a song of my own.

-go to a place I had never been to before.

-wake up on time for things!

-Come to terms with the fact that not all people will tell you everything but hate you anyway.

-get something published, even if it has to be porn.

- get a DSLR camera that rocks but doesn't hurt.

-once again, venture into the world of the woman and bring back something other than her shattered heart (or her head).

-hurt who I intend to hurt and enjoy it very much.

Part 2 to come later....but wait...

*Luca Brasi caught the two guys, stuffed them up to their necks in mail sacks. He then took an axe and chopped up one of them to bits. The other guy was so shocked that he swallowed the towel in his mouth and died

The BBQ

Today was a really nice day at the beach. I usually hate the beach, but as I always say, anything is doable if you are doing it with friends.

The planning session beforehand was in the lovely confines of the Nyonya Restaurant outdoor stalls, although the restaurant was long closed when we got there- pasar malam food will do just fine ! After the usual 'two channel' discussion (tau lah tuuu) the plan was set...at least in theory! More on that later...

I was at Hua Ho at about 9.40 AM...still not open, but the doors were open and the escalators were working. It's interesting to see how people run around and prep a department store before it opens- I would have taken pictures but that would have been weird, plus I was also trying to save time. Picked up the BBQ chips and salsa and a few other things ( ROPE, DUDES?), then zoomed to Muara.

en route, someone texted me- "You got kerosene?" ......dude who the hell brings kerosene with them everywhere they go? Mi etu no capische! Sul serio...

Anykoows, I got there at about 10-ish and as usual there is no parking at the Muara Beach. Expand the beach and beautify it, but the car park? We have to start thinking like car-crazy Bruneians when we build these things....

Found Wafiy wandering around with his guitar like a gypsy and we found the others quite quickly. Amin, Azhan, Yuzzey, AJ, Mun, Faye, Farah were already there. We settled in and started the BBQ up, although to my shame I'm not really good at these things; I prefer cooking in the kitchen. Here's a shot of what I mean...

notice I'm missing? hehe kes inda pandai BBQ

Being a bit useless on the BBQ (plus still going around with the Gala guilt) I took to the guitar. Now I can't sing, so it's very unlikely I know any songs! even if I did play along to one no one would probably know the words! so thank goodness for this fella showing up...

yes he reads the news!

The plan was to do some after-lunch activities, and we proceeded to the first; a pass-the-parcel kind of game. I was kind of hoping for spin the bottle, but we didn't have a bottle heheheheh.... the task was simple, someone keeps time with music and everyone passes a ball around. The Ball Getter would have to do something that Amin made up. I got the 'be a baby' command...

But lo! the second event was somewhat pre-empted by a FASHION SHOW! That's right, a HEELS FROM HELL show! Needless to say, the 'heel relay' was off! Just look at these raging hormones! Pure beauty in heels made to er...inflict pain!

I only know these guys like this- ankles and above!

I don't know these girls... Thailand trannies?

The rest was a long.......long........long.......long walk to the end of the beach! I don't know what else to say, that's all it was! Dropped my phone but luckily Azahan found it ! Other than that it was walk, pose for pics, walk, pose for pics, pose for more pics, walk, walk, pose.... very Bruneian, no? Who are we if not the most able volunteers for strange/mad poses!

The last interesting find was this marlin Yuz and I ran into. It seemed to be carrying its eggs so it was a female (swordfish species are like that).

That is one huge fish! (and those are Azahan's fingers)

I still owe the girl on the left an apology for something I still don't know what I did....but as a wise friend says, 'move on'....but I'm still scratching my head. Just what did I do? That should be the mystery of 2008, we have 2009 to ponder over it....

or as they say in babel -Japanese...

私はまだ私が….したことを左の女の子に私がまだ知らない何かのための謝罪を負うしかし賢い友人として言ったり、続く私の生命と….しかし私はまだ私の頭 部を傷付けている。 ちょうど私は何をしたか。 それは2008年のミステリーべきである私達過すそれを熟考するべき2009年を….

For Yuz

biar ia heheheh.....


I had to visit the eye doctor yesterday after a crazy allergic reaction to some 'batang pisang' vegetables (not the banana fruit, thank God) left me with eyes that looked like minus signs.

the problem was I have this crazy shifting phenomenon going on when I look straight- my carpet and even my Guitar Hero Highway look like they're off center and running to catch up with the rest of my vision!

I now have three eyedrops, one eye cream and two anti histamine sets to take for 14 days.

The scariest part though, was when the optometrist dabbed these color drops into my eye. For 10 minutes, everything was in this color! I panicked and almost ran out the room! I thought I was going blind or something- no wonder I couldn't look straight!

Having my eyesight affected is not fun, I tell you...

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One of those tag thingies

The rule is , google image

The rules are simple. Use google image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results and post it as your answer. Have fun..

(a) place you'd like to travel to


(b) a favorite place


(c): a thing you can't live without



(d): favorite food



(e): college major

(f): a bad habit


(g): the name of my love

(h): searching for


(i): wishlist

2007-2008 in a nutshell

When I first got the order to do the PGCE at UBD I balked and let out more flames and fire than a dragon eating peppers in hell. I condemned everything from the top to bottom and how stupid rules affect smart people (I still do). Now that it's ending I'm rather sad at having to leave. I feel like I've had two experiences of youth time- one in the UK and now here. I feel more well rounded and fluent and 'in touch'.

The first semester was interesting to say the least (the paperwork trail before was NOT) but I felt really detached from the education courses but really stuck into the History courses. It's no surprise most of my UBD friends are from FASS and not SHIBIE. In fact I can't think of anyone (not from the PGCE course) from semester 1 who is still my friend now that semester 3 is ending that was from the SHBIE courses. The only damp squib was probably the slightly lame convo festival.... to be remedied in 2008!

I'd post some pics but I can't be arsed- maybe a later post? I haveto blog more....

Second sem was very interesting; for 80% of the PGCE people it was the last semester and for my new buddies at FASS it was their second, or second to last semester there. I met two of the members of the Midnight Malam Malam Makan team (we are all 'A' people too, including the honorary lady member heheh). The memories from this time in early 2008 were awesome- cramming and jamming PF2212 at Suzie's house, wise cracking Dr Kurtz's "tutorials", that Amway proposal (I said no) and of course Dr Boorer's awesome classes/tutorials/interview sessions. I miss you history people- MOT and all!

The TP? Less said about it the better. I heard the school went even crazier after I left, good riddance for me! (I think I still owe them some work).

There were those two awesome vacations- KL in June and Australia in July; it's all on the FB for details, I was extremely satisfied with both for different reasons. I lost a glove again in Australia , but otherwise breathing new air really makes me come to life. I am definitely coming back to both places for sure.

Third sem, that's when it really got exciting. With a smaller timetable life was easier, and the Hang Out period began. The arrival of a new VC as well as a veeeery familar BPM FASS committee (nothing against BMSHBIE, but their room is creepy) made for a cranking up of the excitement level. The MMMT team based ourselves in Red Canopy ( later Thyes) and even got into bowling. I also made friends with an assortment of people; amateur video coreographers, would be shredders, queens, hair models, metro boys, dive enthusiasts, coffee people, download kings/queens , drama folk , Romeos and Juliets, costume makers and cooks - to say the least. Whoever says UBD people are boring and identical really needs a Makita drill up the ass. I've never had a reason for staying up late so much until now!

According to my car, in the first two weeks of Raya I travelled a sum total of 10,520 km - that's 10 times round Brunei! Thanks to my scattered friends all over Brunei!

One thing might have made this less than perfect- a complete mess (on my part) after the Gala Night that was supposed to end the whole shebang.

I only have to say this- I am truly, deeply sorry to Hazemah and Faye for my reaction to your sincere apology. I've had a lot of people apologize to me in my life without being geniune. I eventually lost my trust in anyone who apologized, because people have done me in almost immediately after being sorry. You did not deserve such a harsh reply from me.

I. am. sorry.

As for two people who have somehow turned from warm to cold - Niza and Mun; I have no idea what started your U-turns towards me, but I can only apologize here as well. I just wish I knew who or what happenned. I don't like being marooned, but being shunned hurts more ,no matter what I might have done. Feel free to hate me, but just tell me why. Hell, I'll give you each one free shot to my face. I just wish people would just tell the truth to me.

I am Dog hear me bark

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